composure

"I would like my body to be decomposed into little pieces as i am laying down
...in a matter of thirty seconds."

-not working.

"I would like my body to be decomposed into little tiny pieces as i am laying down
..in a matter of thirty seconds. now!"

-oh still not working.

"i would like to regain my composure and collect the little pieces i had left unattended in back alleys of my dark past. "

-maybe?

i wanted to know who that little child was
..who's been hiding in all my pictures
i never found out what the name was.

i would like to wake up early everyday- really early-every-day-just to see if i could do it.

himmm, no.